Category: Demos

I have a certain ambivalence about Christmas music. On the one hand, I like a bit of schmalz as much as the next guy. On the other hand, do we really need to listen to Mariah Carey from the day after Halloween until shortly before the new year?!

Having said that, I was playing around at the piano the other day, and out popped an idea just begging to be a Christmas song. At first, I was thinking it would be a miss-you-at-Christmas song, a la “Blue Christmas.” But then I thought of how beautiful Michigan is in the winter and what a lovely place it is for family to gather on the holidays. So I wrote an ode to our fair state from the perspective of someone hoping to bring far-flung loved ones back for Christmas.

1. Arizona sounds great
on a winter day,
but I’d miss all the
magic of a snowflake.

Warm and sunny every day
has its charms, I guess,
but I still love the way
the seasons change.

2. As the fire of autumn leaves
begins to freeze
and the sun shines so bright
upon the city’s streets;

Oh, the air may be brisk–
I don’t mind a bit
when I think of the warm home
waiting for me.

Don’t you miss it
in the Mitten?
You know your home
will always be here.

Don’t you miss it
in the Mitten?
Come back for
Christmas in Michigan.

Continuing the series of jazz demos I recorded with Steve Talaga, here is something a little different. “Can We Begin This Again?” is perhaps at the edges of jazz, depending on how you define jazz. It leans toward the pop side of things: Laufey*, Sade, Norah Jones, or Bruce Hornsby, for example.

More notable are the lyrics. It’s so easy to get stuck in the trappings of genre: heavy metal is angry, singer-songwriters are introspective, and jazz is about romance, found and lost. In this song, we’re listening in on two lovers arguing. There is the immediate need to deescalate and take up the conversation later, the realization that a lot of our conflict is based on past events rather than what your partner said or did, and the hope that friction is one of the things that makes a relationship go deeper. In that way, it’s a lot like the Williams Brothers’ song, “Friction.”

1. Can we begin this again
when we’ve both had some sleep,
some time to cool off
and some space to think?

This is just going to end
the way it began:
with so many words
we’re going to regret.

Words that are heard as an echo
of voices that hurt us long ago.

Can we begin this again?

2. We can’t begin this again
as if we’d just met;
as if there’s nothing to lose
and the cement is still wet.

As time goes on
ruts start to form,
but love can grow deep
as the path is worn.

Can we grow closer still through the failure and pain?
Offer the tender parts of our hearts every day?

Can we begin this again?

*For a fascinating introduction to Gen-Z phenom Laufey, see Adam Neely’s video, Is Laufey Jazz?

Sometimes you have to cut through all the angst and just be happy, right?

This song is a light and airy pop tune whose instructions say: “Without a trace of cynicism.” Indeed, it is one of the happiest tunes I’ve ever written; hence the title, “Content.”

Now, it might seem that writing a carefree little tune would be easy, but this actually went through about five drafts before I settled on a final version that felt bouyant, but not cloying; a bon bon of musical goodness that was satisfying rather than sickeningly sweet.

This is just a quick demo of a song I introduced previously. Interestingly, shortly after Steve Talaga and I recorded this demo, I changed the key of the song to put it in a better range for the horns that played it with me at an Outside Pocket concert on Friday, 10/06/23.

Maybe I’ll post the recording of “Big Bottom Blues” from Friday’s concert in the future. For now, enjoy this one-take wonder.

I had an idea for a jazz tune: it would be a minor blues in A minor, but instead of heading to the D minor chord as its next move, it would move down to a G minor. [I know, I know, what an exciting life I live with all these important decisions.]

Well, I had it pretty much done–I had even named it “Mode Blue”–when I began playing around with the chords and found myself writing a completely different tune over the same harmonic sequence. The new tune was equally fetching. I couldn’t decide between the two.

But wait… Something began to change. The new tune started to feel different. It didn’t want to be a minor blues swing at all! It wanted to be more of a smooth jazz tune. Who was I to argue? Since it was no longer a blues, I named it “Blue Turned Green.”

Maybe someday I’ll record “Mode Blue” and put the two songs side by side so you can decide which one you like better.