During college, I had a long season of doubt. On Sunday December 6, 1989 at 10:13pm of that season, I wrote this song. What I think is especially interesting in hindsight is that I wrote my song of doubt in the form of a prayer!
Listen to the MP3 while reading the lyrics below:
God in heaven above (or in my heart below)
why keep me waiting for love?
If I were to see you would I know you?
If I were to know you would I love you?
If I were to love you would you love me too?
If I were to strike you woul it hurt you?
If I were to leave you would you follow me?
If I were to hate you what would you do?
God in heaven above (or in my heart below)
why keep me waiting for love?
If you think of me keep me in your prayers —
I need some help with things down here
If you would approach me I’d be listening
When you’re passing by me you can stop with me
When my heart is hungry maybe that is you after all.
If you’re feeling lonely you can talk to me.
I know just how lonesome one can feel.
If you really knew me would you still love me, after the fall?
God in heaven above (or in my heart below)
why keep me waiting for love?
If you think of me keep me in your prayers —
I need some help with things down here.